I was awake, dreaming about sleeping
And my mistakes, and how I keep 'em
So close to me, so that I'll never forget,
I can't get anywhere
Shedding tears over these bottles
Celebrating my life at the bottom
Of the barrel of a barrel so rotten
And I've forgotten
What this was like before I started stopping
Fuck this, I'm out of bullshit to cry about.
You can pass these "fuck you"s around.
I'll be dead and gone when this shit hits the crowd
Tell me why
I even fucking tried tonight
I should just let it die.
And I'm tired of waiting for this shit to shine.
I was asleep dreaming about palm trees
And I woke up to lonely city streets
I heard the voices echoed in the back room
And I had to run around the corner to the barstools
Where I was shedding tears over these bottles
Celebrating my life at the bottom
Of the barrel of a barrel so rotten
And I've forgotten
How to light this fire
I've forgotten
How to toe this wire
I've forgotten
What shit was like before I started stopping
Why do I even try tonight
I should probably let it die.
And I'm tired of waiting for this shit to shine.
I am tired of waiting
I am tired of waiting
This is my life this is my time
Its time to take it
Don't let it die.
If Fest is awful I am going to kill everyone and then myself. Current Mood: :(